Dear all people who helped me so much in my dA account Thank You so much for helping me out! Now I realized that God loves us so much! Thanks for the real miracles of life that you showed me ^^ For sure, I'll be better for tomorrow! I will promise to love my friends, family (especially my siblings) and myself more :)) A message for Lord Jesus Christ... Thank you so much for the love and for making me alive. I'm sorry if I am so demanding and I don't go to church sometimes. Please forgive me for all my sins, for what I did to my siblings at times that I get mad on them, for not looking in the good side of my classmates, for being too selfish sometimes, and for being the bad me. Please forgive me for all of my sins. For people out there who are having the same problems like mine where you almost commit suicide by almost jumping from a building, a staircase, and even in the driveway, please always remember, Jesus loves you. God is love and love is all what we need...